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it was the first time she kissed me... she was so shy... hehe...i love her so much... and i will continue to love her... muack... i love u dear...

time flies.. its our seventh month on 14th.. hehex.. love him as much as ever.. hmm.. he's still as nice and gd as to mi as ever.. loving u alwaes.. muackx..PS: kisses as.. delicious too... lolx)

Dear.. today go take picture u so cute lehz... hehe.. muack.. next time we go take more ok.. those that only got 1 camera.. hehe.. if only the pictures are large sized.. den i can hang on my wall.. hehe.. wa sound a bit like physco pat.. haha..

Yup.. really had lotsa fun going out with u also.. hehe.. of course can take more often.. if eat ice cream next time.. eat different flavour ok.. hehex.. looking forward to next week for the white chicks movie..and u can enlarge the photo if u wan.. hahax.. but really like psycho.. hehex.. study hard k... i love u.. enjoy going out with u.. hope u enjoy it too.. oh and no need to suprise mi.. having u is a big suprise already.. keep the money for ur use.. hehex.. muackx..

it has been a really long time since i got to update this web page. but i will be doing it for u to let you know how i feel from now on. i know it is going to be a tough time from here on. but i will perserve. dont leave me halfway now ok? i really love u so so much. muack!

17 june.. the big day for the big decision.. i guess i am starting to understand what i have to do to let u enjoy ur life better... i am sorry.. bare with it for another 2 weeks ok? i will be out of ur life after i celebrate ur birthday. let me feel u by my side as much as i can for these few days. this time its my turn to tell you "duo yi xia jiu hao, dui bu qi".. although i say i will not vanish, i still think it will be the best for u. i no longer have my own interest in mind.. everything i do is for u.. i will be just behind looking out for u.. i love u.. i'm sorry..

finally added a tag board. cant wait for u to try it out.. hehe.. excited.. and u are now out with ur frens at this time.. never got to get u out of ur hse at those times before in my whole life... :(

14 days to D day... a little disappointed i can't meet u to go home together today. really wanted to see u as much as i can.. but i understand u have a meeting so its ok.. hehe.. lets see if tmr will be a better day. =D

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪, 点点头承认自己会怕黑, 我只求能借一点的时间来陪, 你却连同情都不给.

i realise i am so weak... simple words from ur sms and tears will just roll down... i really don't know how to react when u tell me not to "zi bao zi qi". shd i really still remain in ur life and continue letting u feel so bad? the last time i will write anything unhappy.. afterall this is for ur b day.. haha.. :P

13 days to D day... i am really glad u agreed... hehe... i am risking becoming 10 times smaller for ur happiness... hehe.. muack.. i love u...hope u enjoys 'touring" my sch.. haha.. and its also 13 more days to ur b day.. yeah!!!

12 days to D day... had a great time with you today.. although only 1 out of 3 that i planned succeeded... haha... really wish that i can pause time, and keep it that way forever.. i love you darling... muack...

11 days to D day... was hoping to have breakfast with u first before u go work but uwere lazy to get out of bed haha... LAZY BUM!!! haha... got to finally meet u after work... and u wanted to eat sooooo many things... i can see the sides growing.. haha.. no la... dun sad.. haha.. had a great time eating noodles in the car.. at least thats something we nv got to do b4.. =D

10 days to D day... went to play snooker with u today.. although not as pro as before.. u still looked as good... hehe... i really felt such a big wall between us when someone is around. altough i am disappointed, i am still glad that i got to see u..

9 days to D day... got to have dinner with u at ikea.. didnt get to go for a short walk coz u had to rush home... its ok though.. coz i got ur agreement.. haha.. i really dunno what i should do now.. nothing seems to be right... lets see how things go as this few days pass.. =D

8 days to D day... wad a boring day.. cannot disturb u coz u studying.. haha.. but i know i will get 1 day back.. when u read this u better remember how many days u owe me ahz.. haha... muack.. jia you..

7 days to D day... its one of the worst days of life... i had to get u involed in that stupid stupid stupid accident.. what on earth was i thinking.. feel really bad to get u injured and scared u so much.. to think i will never let u get hurt anymore.. i am so so sorry.. hmm.. got to go eat with u at east coast again.. love it.. i will go there again when car car is back.. if u still dare to sit in it though.. hehe... wonder how i will ever forget that split second moment in my life... : ( if only i had not insisted on meeting u.. wonder if u would have had a better time resting after such a long sleepless time...

6 days to D day... nth much today.. didnt get to meet u.. was really hoping u will go see doctor but u didn't.. i am really worried about u.. to think u finally had 1 problem under control.. i had to give u another.. wonder if i am a jinx.. praying hard, hoping u are all right...

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
Paranoia
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
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Your score on this personality test was 80%

Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

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What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests.
Sense of Humor
Intelligence
Loving
Ambitious
Out-Going
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What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.
You attract artsy people!
You attract models!
You attract geeks!
You attract unstable people!
You attract rednecks!
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Probability of killing, 51%

You have probably seen death. You watch too many horror flicks, play too much violent videogames, or probably exposed to death by where you live. or maybe you have lots of problems with enemies or have little self-esteem. The factors add up that you need to avoid situations or people that could push you to that point.

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You are 31% attractive

Don't feel too good about yourself. You have no room to bark. You're just one step beyond the kennel and chances are that you slipped the leash. Go back for more kibble and less 'tude.

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You are 43% horny!

You could use a lil help to increase ur horniness..do u have some illness or something? it's not a healthy thing..

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What is your theme song? Your Result: The Anthem - Good Charlotte "I don't wanna do the things you do I'm never gonna hear the words you say And I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be You Don't wanna be just like you What I'm sayin' is This is the anthem Throw all your hands up You.. Don't wanna be you"
I Remember - Stabbing Westward
Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
Lullaby - The Cure
Until The End Of The World - Apoptygma Berzerk
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5 days to D day... a sad day today!! got a lousy qian.. haha.. at least mine told me that things will get better... seems like we will really have to wait and see.. its also the second day without my darling car.. feels so wrong... but at least we got to have some time together in the bus.. hehe.. =D

4 days to D day... went to collect my 4D winnings!! haha.. happy happy.. in to my pocket and out into my bank account.. haha.. finally have over a thousand in my account.. going to pick u up from ur work place.. without my car!!! *sob* haha.. decided to wear the shirt u used to love. wonder if u will like it still.. off to white sands to look for u..

3 days to D day... gona pick u up later.. wonder if we will go shopping.. excited... but trying to keep that excitment down in case nv go.. haha..

2 days to D day... doing nth today again.. looking for places to go on ur b day.. but got no time slot given.. so sad.. cannot be with u the clock strikes 12 also.. :'( nvm.. i will get to find u after u finish with them.. last min duno what to do.. so end up go 7-11 buy u a small cake and go find my good neighbour to get candle.. wonder if u will like it.. hehe.. excited.. lets see what ur reaction will be...

1 day to D day... had a great time with u today.. hope u had enjoyed the bbq(other then that small accident)... u naughty fella dun wan to listen to me go walk walk... keep slping.. hai wo kanna scold by them... wanted to get u flowers but didnt wan to get the same as him... so nv buy.. i will understand if he looks for u.. so we will work together to see how things will improve.. hehe.. muack...